The Life Of Jessica & Family

God I can remember the last time I wrote a blog on here I was only a few months pregnant and I was terrified. I was alone my girlfriend had just died in a car accident I felt lost and I was not sure if I would be a good mother, and be able to provide for my baby on only my little bit of income. Now my son is eleven months old and I have met someone whom I am happy with and I am getting everything ready for my sons First Birthday Party, and it is exciting and wonderful. He is growing so fast though time has flew by since he's been born. And he is so smart and vibrant and full of laughs and fun. I honestly don't know what I would do with out him, now that he is here. He has made my life worth living in so many ways.

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I am having a little boy AWE! He weighs 1lb right now. I am close to 21 weeks pregnant. And I am just now getting really excited about being pregnant and everything. I got to see my son moving around inside my body and it actually brought tears to my eyes, it was the most amazing thing I have ever seen in my life. He is healthy and growing just like he needs to be so I am very happy about that.

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When you're so far away
and the night is silent
I hear you in the trees
as the wind whispering in my ear

When we are miles apart
and I hunger for your caress
I feel you in the sunshine
as the heat kissing my skin

When space separates us
and my eyes long to look at you
I behold you in the moonlight
as beams dancing among the stars

When time carries you away from me
and I yearn to make love to you
I cuddle you in my mind
as I keep you close to my heart

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Lightning strikes, the clash of thunder,
gazing deeply in the sky, I wonder;
Blinded by this treacherous light,
is that you that brightens the night?

Is that you hidden beyond the skies,
shadows I see from the corner of my eyes?
Do you make the cool winds blow,
as you once made my heart glow?

Slow breezes gently touch me like a kiss,
I can only feel the person I miss;
Knowing it's you, I do not mourn,
my heart no longer feels so torn.

I have no reason to always cry,
for in my heart you did not die;
Closing your eyes, lying to rest,
only doing what you knew was best.

So when the earth shakes and rumbles,
when life seems like its about to crumble;
I will always remember to look up above,
to be guided safely by your love.

I am really excited about having a baby. This will be my first and most likely my last (haha). I am 15 weeks far along and so far it's not as bad as people try to say. But I am sure when I get up to my 6th and 7th month I will be ready for it to be over. I don't know what I am having yet, but I am secretly hopeing for a GIRL! My next doctors visit is April 21st so hopefully I will know after then what the sex of the baby is. Ok well thats all for now.

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